My senior year in high school, I was just popular enough to make it into the Senior Council and while we primarily planned the prom, we also chose the pool from which our fellow seniors would choose our class song.
During that meeting, I was sickened by the stupid, vapid choices presented. But I came prepared. When I was 18, Tori Amos's Winter was such a clear choice for a serious message of recognition of place and growth and fear that I couldn't but enter it.
Here's the song:
Lyrics? Yep:
Snow can wait
I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on
I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove
I run off
Where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice
"Your must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't always be around"
He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear
Boys get discovered as winter melts
Flowers competing for the sun
Years go by and I'm here still waiting Withering where some snowman was
Mirror mirror where's the crystal palace
But I only can see myself
Skating around the truth who I am
But I know dad the ice is getting thin
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear
Hair is grey
And the fires are burning
So many dreams
On the shelf
You say I wanted you to be proud of me
I always wanted that myself
He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses have gone ahead
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change
My dear
And at the end of the day, I won. If by "won" you mean "got it on the ballot."
Two weeks later, the masses of our senior class, the masses that could not look beyond this wonderful, last year of their wonder, chose:
I wanna go back? And do it all over? Fuck that.
And that's why Winter holds a special place in my heart and why most of the people I went to high school with still live in Parma, Ohio.
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2 comments:
To quote Ghoulardi, NOBODY lives in Parma!!!! Then again, maybe you don't recall Ghoulardi! LOL
That said, I was/am a member of the storied class of '65 and I wouldn't relive those days for love or money!! I went to one reunion and learned that the self-important idiots are still self-important idiots so there was no need to attend anymore. The people who really did go on to bigger and better things, were too busy for that . . . er . . . ah . . . stuff -- yeah, that's it!!!
LOL
Your song would have gotten my vote but then again I love Tori. :)
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